BROKENHEARTED … but for Jesus

One of my most favorite family photos from 63 years ago. I notice the smiles, the bright eyes, the togetherness of my beautiful family. Let me introduce you.

After I make a request.

We’ll start with the beautiful woman on the right-hand side. She’s my sweet mama. Her name will forever be Beverly Harriet. Her favorite name was Mom. Her girlfriends called her Bev. Her lifeline started in June 1934, and her life ended on June 30, 2016. She taught me how to cook, sew, and laugh. Some of my funniest memories are with my mom. And some of the most bittersweet.

Next to her is Lorrinda Allyce. She’s my sweet sister. Oh, sure, we fought. But as the years became more difficult in our lives, we grew closer and closer. We truly love each other. Forever. She was born in February 1955. I call her “sis” and “Lori.” We were each other’s pillar-of-strength after my parents passed away. We “joked” about being orphans.

The handsome man sitting next to Lori is our talented father Donovan Richard (“Dick”). He braved the Korean War and loved his job as a Minneapolis police officer. He bought a very used guitar when he was in Korea and entertained his fellow troops. His assigned battleground was one of the fiercest. He was born on September 28, 1928, and we said goodbye on August 4, 2010.

I was the lucky one to sit on his lap as he held me tight so I wouldn’t fall. He was my rock, even when our words were tough between us. He protected me. We laughed until the tears ran down our faces. He taught me how to make a guitar sing and play complicated board and card games. One of our last times together was when we played guitars at the Marion County Senior Center in Flippin, Arkansas. Our very last time together was two days before he passed away.

Then came Alzheimer’s. Perhaps it’s easier for me to call it “the disease that robs.” It robs the memories from those afflicted, and it robs the time we get to spend with our loved ones who we watch gradually fall away from us.

Much has happened since my last posts in 2019. Tears still flow easy. Grateful for a loving Savior to hold me through the valleys and the mountaintops. Over time, I’ll fill you in.

You’ll be seeing posts again. Hopefully many. I’m now officially retired from a job that was difficult, but one I always appreciated. On the hard days, I told myself that at least the job kept my brain exercised.

From my previous posts, readers could see that I first lost my dad to Alzheimer’s in 2010 and then I lost my mom to Alzheimer’s and vascular dementia in 2016. Seven years ago, my husband Chuck Knapp assisted in the development with BOB-FM 106.1 radio to set apart five hours of radio on the “longest day” in June as a fundraiser for the Alzheimer’s Association. Our next broadcast is Friday, June 19, 2026. Please tune in or livestream at KLCI – My BOB Country | TOTAL Country BOB FM. And then consider making a donation to the Alzheimer’s Association through MY BOB COUNTRY (either online at The Longest Day Broadcast on BOB FM – BOB Total Country or at 763-450-0500). A day filled with hope, optimism, and stories of loss.

Friday, June 19, 2026 – From 10:00 a.m. to 3:00 p.m. (central time).

I will make an announcement around 10:10 a.m. on June 19, 2026, that will be difficult. Perhaps you are reading this post as a result of this announcement.

During difficult times, reach out to Jesus. He is the way, the truth, and the life. Our rock. Our salvation. Our eternity.

As always, you can contact me at cheryl@cherylcrofootknapp.com.

Psalm 34:18 (ESV) – The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit.

Psalm 147:3 (ESV) – He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.

My husband Chuck and I have the pleasure of once again serving on-air during the KCMH-FM annual Sharathon fundraising drive. This year’s theme is “THRIVE,” based on 1 Chronicles 4:10.

KCMH-FM is a local Christian radio station committed to serve the Lord’s people, to help strengthen each family in our listening audience, and to lead people into a more intimate relationship with Jesus Christ. KCMH is a non-commercial, non-profit, independent and interdenominational radio station. We are a Faith ministry and operate with tax deductible contributions from our listeners. KCMH is entirely listener supported. Your prayers and financial support are tools God uses to broadcast His message of love, hope and salvation to the Ozarks and beyond.

I’ll even be giving away a couple copies of my faith-based book on caregiving, Undefeated Innocence: How God Helped My Parents and Me Navigate the Alzheimer’s Journey.

Help us keep Christian radio strong in the Ozarks.

For a Sharathon pledge form, click here.

To listen online, click here.

 

 

Date: April 5, 2018—April 7, 2018
Event: KCMH-FM 2018 Sharathon: "THRIVE"
Topic: THRIVE
Sponsor: KCMH Radio, 126 South Church Street, Mountain Home, AR 72653
Public: Public

Chuck Knapp and author Cheryl Crofoot Knapp discuss how faith plays a role in caregiving for a loved one with Alzheimer’s. Where is God in Alzheimer’s? Listen to the discussion scheduled to air online on Tuesday, January 16, 2018, at 5:00 p.m. Take an hour to laugh and learn with us.

Date: January 16, 2018
Time: 5:00 p.m. (central)
Event: Internet Radio Interview: Christian Devotions SPEAK UP! with Host Scott McCausey
Topic: Where is God in Alzheimer's?
Public: Public

The Mruk Family Education Center on Aging holds a monthly Alzheimer’s support group meeting on the 4th Thursday of each month at 2:00 p.m.

On March 22, 2018, I’ll be speaking to the group and answering questions as it relates to the fear, guilt, grief and disappointments of Alzheimer’s.

Date: March 22, 2018
Time: 2:00-3:00 p.m.
Event: Alzheimer's Support Group: Discussion of Fear, Guilt, Grief, and Disappointments
Topic: Fears, Grief and Disappointments in Alzheimer's
Sponsor: Mruk Family Education Center on Aging
Venue: Mruk Family Education Center on Aging
(870) 508-3880
Location: 624 Hospital Drive
Mountain Home, Arkansas
Public: Public
Registration: Click here to register.

“Interview about Alzheimer’s with Host Paul Douglas (WCCO-AM 830)”
by Cheryl Crofoot Knapp

WCCO 830-AM: The Paul and Jordana Show
20 November 2017

Featuring Cheryl Crofoot Knapp. A discussion of her book, UNDEFEATED INNOCENCE, and what she learned by caregiving for both of her parents who died of Alzheimer’s. Includes discussion of collateral beauty and hope, where is God in Alzheimer’s, why so much Alzheimer’s, and early diagnostic tools under development.

 

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Chuck Knapp and I joined our friend, Hartley Pleshaw, to talk about the Alzheimer’s simulator experience at the University of Arkansas for Medical Sciences, as well as recent reports about early diagnoses, treatments, and potential cures for Alzheimer’s.

Date: December 30, 2017
Time: 11:00 a.m. - 12:00 noon
Event: Interview with Hartley Pleshaw
Topic: Updates on Alzheimer's: Diagnoses, Treatments, and Cures
Venue: WCAP-AM 980 Radio
Location: Lowell, Massachusetts
Public: Public

The University of Arkansas for Medical Sciences in Little Rock, AR has developed an opportunity for others to get a sense of what a person experiences with dementia, including Alzheimer’s. They created a simulator that utilizes goggles, shoe inserts, noise, and gloves. In my opinion, no simulator can mimic the fear, anger, and anxiety of the disease; but I believe it gives great insights.

I have the opportunity to experience the simulator on Friday, November 17, 2017. Attached is a link to the feature story aired by KTHV-11 (CBS affiliate in Little Rock, Arkansas) about the simulator. I’ll post my personal experience in a few days.

 

Date: November 17, 2017
Time: 1:00 p.m.
Event: Alzheimer's Simulator: Walking in My Mom's Footsteps (click here for a link to a preview)
Topic: Alzheimer's
Sponsor: The University of Arkansas for Medical Sciences in Little Rock, AR
Venue: The University of Arkansas for Medical Sciences in Little Rock, AR
Location: Donald C. Reynolds Institute on Aging
Hot Springs, Arkansas

In honor of National Alzheimer’s Awareness and Family Caregiving month, Paul Douglas and I discussed Alzheimer’s, caregiving, and my new book, Undefeated Innocence.

Date: November 20, 2017
Time: 4:37-4:50 p.m.
Event: Radio Interview: Afternoon Drive on The Paul and Jordana Show (click here to listen)
Topic: Alzheimer's and family caregiving
Sponsor: WCCO-AM 830
Venue: WCCO-AM 830 Radio
Location: Minneapolis, Minnesota

What an honor to be selected to be the bearer of the purple flower and leading those who have lost loved ones to Alzheimer’s. When all of us who had purple flowers raised them high, I couldn’t contain my tears.

To those who carried yellow flowers, thank you for giving of yourselves in caregiving.

To those who carried orange flowers, thank you for supporting the cause to find a cure.

To those who carried blue flowers, we honor and respect your road through Alzheimer’s.

A white flower was introduced this year. Perhaps someday, we will be able to see a white flower being carried–by one who was cured of this terminal disease.

Date: November 4, 2017
Time: 10:00-12:30 p.m.
Event: Walk to End Alzheimer's - Little Rock, Arkansas
Topic: Alzheimer's
Sponsor: Alzheimer's Association
Venue: Clinton Presidential Library
Location: Little Rock, Arkansas
Public: Public

Author of Undefeated speaks with Craig about her book | thv11.com

Click on the above link to see the complete interview.

On May 6, 2017, Craig O’Neill, lead news anchor of KTHV-11 in Little Rock, Arkansas, graciously interviewed me regarding the Alzheimer’s journey of losing both my parents to the disease and publication of my new book, UNDEFEATED INNOCENCE. We discussed what it was like to lose both parents to Alzheimer’s and the necessity for passionate patience in caregiving for someone with Alzheimer’s. I spent several hours at the station with Craig and the rest of the news team, particularly Denise, Dawn, and Ed. I met producers, directors, and reporters. What touched me the most was the genuine compassion they all showed not only to me, but as they talked of others they knew who were or are caregivers, or as they shared their own painful experiences with losing loved ones to Alzheimer’s. KTHV-11’s tag line is, “This is Home.” That’s how I felt from the moment I walked in the door. Thanks, KTHV!

Alzheimer’s Disease can be a complicated, gut-wrenching journey with those we love. But if you are a caregiver looking for encouragement, it is found in God’s grace and in knowing that you do not walk this journey alone.

Buy the Book

Date: May 6, 2017
Time: 6:25-6:29 a.m.
Appearance: TV Interview: KTHV-11 with Craig O’Neill
Outlet: KTHV-11
Location: Little Rock, Arkansas
Format: Television

UNDEFEATED INNOCENCE is available at online bookstores, including Amazon, Barnes and Noble, and WestBow Press.